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Life As You Know It.

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If you told me in my last year of high school, that five years later I would be a mom of two, I'd probably call you a sadist.  If you told me that I would loose my closest friends, finish campus seven years later, doing one internship after the other, I'd call you a prophet of doom. If you told me that my You Only Live Once would change to You Only Have One Life To Live , I'd call you boring. And if you told me that I'd get born again, preach the gospel and join the praise and worship team, I'd have told you to stay far away from me. Don't get me wrong, following and serving Jesus is amazing, the best decision I've ever made hands down. That was simply not my mindset then. To me, salvation was a sentence to eternal boredom, preaching the gospel was for the unqualified in the society and praise and worship was for shady people with matching outfits. My five year plan was to study abroad, get paid very well to do what I love, get married to Chris Brown and tr...

A Journey To Healing.

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Have you ever been  mistreated? Have you ever been betrayed? Have you ever been so heartbroken that you lost all hope in finding love again? That you doubted yourself, felt unworthy or not good enough? I know I have. Over and over again that I had to pause, go back to the drawing board and ask myself; When did it all start? When did I start seeking validation from a man? When did all my insecurities begin? When did I change from sweet and bubbly to anti-social and shy? When did I loose my sense of self? I knew I was The Catch, I knew that any guy would be Very Blessed to have me but why didn't I Feel that way? Then I realized there was a root. I didn't have the easiest childhood. Grew up in an unstable home. My father was present physically but very absent emotionally. Because of that I was always the black sheep of the family - looking to find his attention but instead, it grew us further apart. My life was a constant escape from reality, looking for distractions, g...